Down to 198! 7 lbs in 4 days. Now you know that is just water weight and that will slow down significantly. But man oh man is it rewarding! When I did it the first time, the least I lost was 3.6 in one week.
Yesterday was the first time I had a hard time getting in all my shakes. I missed one. If your mind is in the right place, and mine is, this is not that hard. It is mind over matter. It really really is.
My boyfriend started doing this with me on the same day. He did great for two days and then fell off the wagon. You have GOT to be mentally prepared for this test of mental ability. The hunger is not intense. It is the triggers that are difficult. I haven't yet had to deal with any triggers. I'm still on the high of starting this all over again and making it 4 days. If you can get a week under your belt, there is no turning back after that.
This weekend I will go up to my family camp, and that is hard. When you are not eating you find how much social activities are geared towards eating.
I have got to figure out what I am going to do when I am done with the HMR-800 liquid shake fast. I have to make a plan. I have to learn how to feed myself without eating crap. I tend to eat in a hurry. I am not a cook..I can do it, but I don't enjoy it. I like to eat and move on to other things. Cooking & eating to me is a necessity not something I do as a hobby or enjoyment.
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Day Two - Back in the saddle
My starting weight was 205. Which means I have gained 35lbs back! HOLY CRAP. I guess I'm glad that I have started to get it under control before I gained it all back. I got on the scale yesterday and cried. I worked so hard to achieve 170 lbs on the shakes three years ago. I seriously kept it off for a good two years. Then last year from Jan - May I lost another 15 lbs training for tough mudder. I was down to 155 lbs. HOW, HOW, HOW did I let myself go? WHY, WHY, WHY? I'm heartbroken but not defeated.
Today I got on the scale and I'm 201.2. First full day of shakes. The typical big weight loss after day 1 on the program. I ran 3.75 miles yesterday in 44 minutes. Not fast, in fact that is a slow 12 minute mile. But, I did it. My Runtastic Ap says that is 606 calories. Today...it is raining. Hard. I can go running in the rain or I can make an excuse. I don't have room for anymore excuses. I only have room for results. Let's make this happen.
I have a 10K on August 3rd. I have my brother's wedding on August 10th. Here are a few of my goals.
#1 - To finish the 5K in under 1 hr.
#2 - To weigh 190 lbs by August 10th.
Ambitious yes, but we must have goals. Small little goals each week so that we have something more to focus on than the over-whelming big picture. That is why weight watchers and most weight loss programs focus on the 10% of your body weight goal. Extreme weight loss makeover show on TV does 10% in 30 days! My goal would be to lose 20.5 lbs in 30 days. So on August 20th, I should weigh 185 lbs. I am secretly hoping for 180. I've got this. The 30 days is coming no matter what I do. I can look better when that 30 days comes or I can look the same. I am choosing to look different.
See you tomorrow. I have a very wet 3.75 miles to slowly run.
Today I got on the scale and I'm 201.2. First full day of shakes. The typical big weight loss after day 1 on the program. I ran 3.75 miles yesterday in 44 minutes. Not fast, in fact that is a slow 12 minute mile. But, I did it. My Runtastic Ap says that is 606 calories. Today...it is raining. Hard. I can go running in the rain or I can make an excuse. I don't have room for anymore excuses. I only have room for results. Let's make this happen.
I have a 10K on August 3rd. I have my brother's wedding on August 10th. Here are a few of my goals.
#1 - To finish the 5K in under 1 hr.
#2 - To weigh 190 lbs by August 10th.
Ambitious yes, but we must have goals. Small little goals each week so that we have something more to focus on than the over-whelming big picture. That is why weight watchers and most weight loss programs focus on the 10% of your body weight goal. Extreme weight loss makeover show on TV does 10% in 30 days! My goal would be to lose 20.5 lbs in 30 days. So on August 20th, I should weigh 185 lbs. I am secretly hoping for 180. I've got this. The 30 days is coming no matter what I do. I can look better when that 30 days comes or I can look the same. I am choosing to look different.
See you tomorrow. I have a very wet 3.75 miles to slowly run.
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Fallen...weight gain, depression and regrouping.
First of all, I am sorry. I am sorry that I've been away so long. I am also sorry, to myself mostly, that I have allowed the weight to come back on. Not all of it. I don't know actually how much I've actually gained back. I refuse to get on a scale for fear of falling into a great big depression. I have been struggling with what to do to regain control.
Let's fall backwards to November, 2010..when I stopped blogging. I started going through a divorce. The divorce was final in March of 2011. Life was in full color again. I was beautiful again. People noticed me again. My husband failed to notice me...and well, someone else did. That is the shitty truth. I am not proud of that. I do feel that his lack of attention and everything else for that matter was a slow painful death in the end. My weight loss just put the whole process on high speed. To this day we remain friends and business partners. It wasn't messy at all. The guilt that remains is the hardship on my children. They are with me one week and with him the next. They are exceptional little troopers and put their bravest faces on and their best feet forward. I love my little people who I couldn't image taking it better than they have.
My life has come full circle. My ex-husband and I had bought a home together in the vey beginning that we had envisioned being an investment property that we would hand down to one of our children. We had lived in it when we had our first child and were in the beginning stages of marriage. As we moved on in life we rented it out. I was awarded this gigantic eye sore in the divorce. I ignored it since the minute it became all mine. I didn't want to deal with it. I have had an about face and have come back to live in it, fix it up and flip it. Sadly, I look in the old mirrors that I used to look into and see a woman that looks pretty much the same as I did when I left. The struggle and the weight gain that I had achieved somehow missing in between years. It is heart-breaking to me.
I need to hit the restart button. Again. I am frustrated, struggling, angry with myself. I have started the shake diet only to fail within a couple of days. How in the hell did I do this last time? Where did I find the motivation? Where did I find the mental strength to get through this? Where have I gone? What did I do? Arrrgggghhhhhhh!!! DAMMIT!!
Then, I found my old blog. This blog. I had seriously forgotten about it. I read through it, cried..a lot. Read your comments and cursed myself for leaving you all. Cursed myself for allowing my hard work to just go to hell. Then I found it. I found the motivation in a comment that one of you left for me. "It is yours to have." One of you responded to a blog entry and you quoted me. I had said something worth while...something that had made the slightest difference in your struggle, your fight to drop the weight. This is mine to have. Again. If I want it bad enough, and I do.
So today, I hit the slopes of one of my favorite mountains. Gunstock Mountain Ski Resort. I am going to do a little bit of inner soul-searching. Find the inner demon that has come back to haunt me and leave it somewhere out there on the trail. I'm going to start again tomorrow. How many of you are with me? Will you go on this journey with me again? Tomorrow morning I will step on the scale for the first time in a year and face reality. I will drive to Concord tomorrow and buy shakes and start again.
I know what some of my obstacles are. However, many of them are unknown. I have more going for me this time, I think. I have been running. I can run a 5k without stopping. One of the obstacles is that I am in a new relationship and we enjoy eating & drinking together. He has been a great big sabatoger for me. Funny thing is, that when I met him he was motivation to get into the mountains again. He was motivation to eat healthy and to be healthy. It will be interesting to see what happens when I cut out the eating and drinking and take a hard close look at what remains. When you clean the system out so much of what you have been hiding or refusing to see comes to the surface...hence the divorce I went through last time.
So, tomorrow. Tomorrow it all begins again. I'm ready, but I will need you again. Weigh in tomorrow...oye. REALITY!
Let's fall backwards to November, 2010..when I stopped blogging. I started going through a divorce. The divorce was final in March of 2011. Life was in full color again. I was beautiful again. People noticed me again. My husband failed to notice me...and well, someone else did. That is the shitty truth. I am not proud of that. I do feel that his lack of attention and everything else for that matter was a slow painful death in the end. My weight loss just put the whole process on high speed. To this day we remain friends and business partners. It wasn't messy at all. The guilt that remains is the hardship on my children. They are with me one week and with him the next. They are exceptional little troopers and put their bravest faces on and their best feet forward. I love my little people who I couldn't image taking it better than they have.
My life has come full circle. My ex-husband and I had bought a home together in the vey beginning that we had envisioned being an investment property that we would hand down to one of our children. We had lived in it when we had our first child and were in the beginning stages of marriage. As we moved on in life we rented it out. I was awarded this gigantic eye sore in the divorce. I ignored it since the minute it became all mine. I didn't want to deal with it. I have had an about face and have come back to live in it, fix it up and flip it. Sadly, I look in the old mirrors that I used to look into and see a woman that looks pretty much the same as I did when I left. The struggle and the weight gain that I had achieved somehow missing in between years. It is heart-breaking to me.
I need to hit the restart button. Again. I am frustrated, struggling, angry with myself. I have started the shake diet only to fail within a couple of days. How in the hell did I do this last time? Where did I find the motivation? Where did I find the mental strength to get through this? Where have I gone? What did I do? Arrrgggghhhhhhh!!! DAMMIT!!
Then, I found my old blog. This blog. I had seriously forgotten about it. I read through it, cried..a lot. Read your comments and cursed myself for leaving you all. Cursed myself for allowing my hard work to just go to hell. Then I found it. I found the motivation in a comment that one of you left for me. "It is yours to have." One of you responded to a blog entry and you quoted me. I had said something worth while...something that had made the slightest difference in your struggle, your fight to drop the weight. This is mine to have. Again. If I want it bad enough, and I do.
So today, I hit the slopes of one of my favorite mountains. Gunstock Mountain Ski Resort. I am going to do a little bit of inner soul-searching. Find the inner demon that has come back to haunt me and leave it somewhere out there on the trail. I'm going to start again tomorrow. How many of you are with me? Will you go on this journey with me again? Tomorrow morning I will step on the scale for the first time in a year and face reality. I will drive to Concord tomorrow and buy shakes and start again.
I know what some of my obstacles are. However, many of them are unknown. I have more going for me this time, I think. I have been running. I can run a 5k without stopping. One of the obstacles is that I am in a new relationship and we enjoy eating & drinking together. He has been a great big sabatoger for me. Funny thing is, that when I met him he was motivation to get into the mountains again. He was motivation to eat healthy and to be healthy. It will be interesting to see what happens when I cut out the eating and drinking and take a hard close look at what remains. When you clean the system out so much of what you have been hiding or refusing to see comes to the surface...hence the divorce I went through last time.
So, tomorrow. Tomorrow it all begins again. I'm ready, but I will need you again. Weigh in tomorrow...oye. REALITY!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
The Perpetual Diet
I've been on my own maintenance plan since my program ended 4 weeks ago. A new program starts up in Jan. I'm really needing something in between. Craving the weekly weigh in. The structure. I'm an odd duck aren't I? I haven't lost or gained anymore weight. I sailed through Thanksgiving. My grandmother actually burst into tears when she saw me. My Aunt tore my coat off as I was screaming, "Easy..its friggin' Banana!" I paid a small child for that coat. I know that I look different. I didn't realize how different. I've lost a total of 56 pounds. I have about 20 more to go.
I've delighted in my structure free environment for the past 4 weeks or so. I've emptied a bag of dark chocolate raisinets. I ate 4 little tiny whoopie pies that landed me in the bathroom for an evening. Remember back when I snuck carrots on my shake diet? Good grief. I'm a serious sinner now.
So, I've been reading about programs close to my home that I could attend. There is a hospital program...but I'm done with the heavy hitting. There is a gym and they have a "biggest losers club." I toyed with that one and the new weight watchers program. The thought of getting yelled at at 6am is not appealing to me yet. I've never been a fan of weight watchers. I kinda agree with the science behind the Atkins plan but lean towards the South Beach approach. Carbs matter. Sorry!! But they do. My body loves low carb. But I know that it is not the healthiest way to live. All things in moderation. Losing weight by eating a steak and lobster dipped in butter is just not ok. Yum. Yum. Yum! For real....YUM! I'm being a bit harsh and extreme on the Atkins crew. I've read the science and I get it. The problem with weight watchers has always been that they didn't account for carbs and protein! Now they do! The points are calculated (somehow) by fat/fiber/protein/carbs. No more calories! A bag of popcorn is no longer only 2 points. It is 4. Bannana's are 0 points! Most fruits and veggies are 0 points. Interesting eh? I thought so. So I totally bit. I signed up for the online weight watchers and started counting points yesterday. I didn't go full throttle and join a class. I'll see how the first week goes. Ease back into the group therapy.
Last night I had 5 points left so I ate 1/4 cup of dark chocolate raisinets. Man those are my achilles heal. I'm only going to do this until I lose the rest of the weight. I would really like to just bang out these last 20 lbs and drink shakes for 4 weeks. I cannot. I have to learn how to eat correctly and lose. Your not supposed to lose all the weight doing shakes. So...weight watchers it is.
By the way...I haven't started P90X yet. I'm a slacker. Next Monday for sure. :)
I've delighted in my structure free environment for the past 4 weeks or so. I've emptied a bag of dark chocolate raisinets. I ate 4 little tiny whoopie pies that landed me in the bathroom for an evening. Remember back when I snuck carrots on my shake diet? Good grief. I'm a serious sinner now.
So, I've been reading about programs close to my home that I could attend. There is a hospital program...but I'm done with the heavy hitting. There is a gym and they have a "biggest losers club." I toyed with that one and the new weight watchers program. The thought of getting yelled at at 6am is not appealing to me yet. I've never been a fan of weight watchers. I kinda agree with the science behind the Atkins plan but lean towards the South Beach approach. Carbs matter. Sorry!! But they do. My body loves low carb. But I know that it is not the healthiest way to live. All things in moderation. Losing weight by eating a steak and lobster dipped in butter is just not ok. Yum. Yum. Yum! For real....YUM! I'm being a bit harsh and extreme on the Atkins crew. I've read the science and I get it. The problem with weight watchers has always been that they didn't account for carbs and protein! Now they do! The points are calculated (somehow) by fat/fiber/protein/carbs. No more calories! A bag of popcorn is no longer only 2 points. It is 4. Bannana's are 0 points! Most fruits and veggies are 0 points. Interesting eh? I thought so. So I totally bit. I signed up for the online weight watchers and started counting points yesterday. I didn't go full throttle and join a class. I'll see how the first week goes. Ease back into the group therapy.
Last night I had 5 points left so I ate 1/4 cup of dark chocolate raisinets. Man those are my achilles heal. I'm only going to do this until I lose the rest of the weight. I would really like to just bang out these last 20 lbs and drink shakes for 4 weeks. I cannot. I have to learn how to eat correctly and lose. Your not supposed to lose all the weight doing shakes. So...weight watchers it is.
By the way...I haven't started P90X yet. I'm a slacker. Next Monday for sure. :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
November 23 - Taste Bud Modification
The best thing I ever did for myself was go through a taste bud modification. Before the shake fast (HMR-800) I craved sweets, fatty foods and salty foods. After having nothing but shakes for 12 weeks it reset my taste buds. I literally went through a detox and my body hit the reset button.
I tried sushi for the first time last week and loved it. I now drink coffee black without all the crap in it. It just tastes better. I like dark chocolate. I prefer water over soda. The soda just tastes to0 sweet and salty. I prefer soda water with lemon when out. Its really amazing!!
One of the best justifications for choosing a shake fast is for the behavior modification. How can you have a "lifesytle" change without changing your demons? You cannot fight off salty foods and sugar forever without a full reset. Do it...RESET!
Fearing Thanksgiving? I'm not going to fear it at all. I'm going to embrace it. If I want it, I'm going to eat it. Stop the mental battle. Indulge...indulge slowly. ENJOY it...this indulgance comes once or twice a year. A little bit goes a LONG way. My nutritionist says it takes 20 minutes to feel full. If you stuff your face so quickly that the suction alone takes the food off the plate of the person sitting nearest you...slow down!! Take a bite, sip some water. Try to enjoy it and not just consume it. Have you ever spied on skinny person eating? Try it...they eat so slowly its painful to watch. You could run over take two bites off of their plate and they wouldn't notice. They don't guard their food like a wild animal. They take a bite, chit chat with friends, read a newspaper, get up and go and do something else. This week I'm going to try and eat my meal in 20 minutes.
Oh and I didn't start P90X yesterday. I got up late and the kids missed the damn bus. I'll try again next week. I will start!
I tried sushi for the first time last week and loved it. I now drink coffee black without all the crap in it. It just tastes better. I like dark chocolate. I prefer water over soda. The soda just tastes to0 sweet and salty. I prefer soda water with lemon when out. Its really amazing!!
One of the best justifications for choosing a shake fast is for the behavior modification. How can you have a "lifesytle" change without changing your demons? You cannot fight off salty foods and sugar forever without a full reset. Do it...RESET!
Fearing Thanksgiving? I'm not going to fear it at all. I'm going to embrace it. If I want it, I'm going to eat it. Stop the mental battle. Indulge...indulge slowly. ENJOY it...this indulgance comes once or twice a year. A little bit goes a LONG way. My nutritionist says it takes 20 minutes to feel full. If you stuff your face so quickly that the suction alone takes the food off the plate of the person sitting nearest you...slow down!! Take a bite, sip some water. Try to enjoy it and not just consume it. Have you ever spied on skinny person eating? Try it...they eat so slowly its painful to watch. You could run over take two bites off of their plate and they wouldn't notice. They don't guard their food like a wild animal. They take a bite, chit chat with friends, read a newspaper, get up and go and do something else. This week I'm going to try and eat my meal in 20 minutes.
Oh and I didn't start P90X yesterday. I got up late and the kids missed the damn bus. I'll try again next week. I will start!
Sunday, November 21, 2010
November 21 - Phase 3
I've kept it off for almost a month. I haven't gained a pound. I haven't lost either. I'm ready to head into Phase 3. I'm starting P90X tomorrow to try and tone up. I've got a flabby belly and flabby arms, and breasts that look like ski jumps. It is time to try to get things back in the same place they were awhile ago. I realize that they will most likely never be exactly the same..but I'm hoping a little muscle tone will help them to get up with me in the morning. We shall see. Anyone out there have p90x?? Wanna start with me tomorrow? Its going to kick our asses. But in 90 days we will look amazing!
I remember begging friends and family to do the shake fast with me. No one would do it. Uh-huh..now what are they saying? "I wanna do what you did. You look amazing, so quickly!"
My legs, however, are super toned and gorgeous! All this running has given me killer gams.
I'm eating little meals all day. I've found that mapping out my course for the entire day is essential so that hidden sneak food attacks do not sabotage me. I try to eat every 2 hours. The other day a friend of mine came in with 2 lbs of freshly made fudge. YIKES!!! Thankfully I wasn't ravenous as I'd been sticking to the plan and was able to take a little nibble and move on. Notice I didn't NOT have it. I ate it. I've stopped playing the "you can't have it" mind games. There is nothing that I won't eat..besides FAST FOOD. I'm just not that type of girl anymore. If you are a fast food eater....just sit outside of one of those places in your car for 15 minutes. Notice the clientele. YOU ARE NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. So stop pretending like you are. You know that there are just some things in your life that you will not do. Start saying that about fast food. You are not that kind of girl/boy. I will whip through and get a black coffee. Damn, they are $1 for any size!!! That is it though.
Here is a little sample of what I will eat during the day:
6am: Rise & Shine: Coffee-black
8am: 1 packet of instant oatmeal (High fiber w/brown sugar.)
10am: 2 Cups of Salad with a non-fat dressing
12pm: 1 can of progresso soup and a lean cuisine
2pm: Yogurt
4pm: 2 cups of popcorn with a sprinkle of my favorite butter flavoring.d
6pm: Meal w/family - Portioned out
7pmish: Skinny Cow desert or even weight watchers snack or sugar free jello with whip cream
I try to burn 2500 calories or more a week.
For those of you starting out exercising go and get one of those pedometers. Try to get in 10,000 steps a day. Keeping track of your steps is motivating. You will park further away at the grocery store or work just to get those extra steps in. Take the stairs...all such cliche things to say but they are true.
My daughter is begging me to get off the computer and pay attention to her...so I've got to go. Have a fabulous fresh start this week!! I love Mondays..even though Sunday is the first of the week...its just a great day to start something new.
Till next time!! :)
I remember begging friends and family to do the shake fast with me. No one would do it. Uh-huh..now what are they saying? "I wanna do what you did. You look amazing, so quickly!"
My legs, however, are super toned and gorgeous! All this running has given me killer gams.
I'm eating little meals all day. I've found that mapping out my course for the entire day is essential so that hidden sneak food attacks do not sabotage me. I try to eat every 2 hours. The other day a friend of mine came in with 2 lbs of freshly made fudge. YIKES!!! Thankfully I wasn't ravenous as I'd been sticking to the plan and was able to take a little nibble and move on. Notice I didn't NOT have it. I ate it. I've stopped playing the "you can't have it" mind games. There is nothing that I won't eat..besides FAST FOOD. I'm just not that type of girl anymore. If you are a fast food eater....just sit outside of one of those places in your car for 15 minutes. Notice the clientele. YOU ARE NOT ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. So stop pretending like you are. You know that there are just some things in your life that you will not do. Start saying that about fast food. You are not that kind of girl/boy. I will whip through and get a black coffee. Damn, they are $1 for any size!!! That is it though.
Here is a little sample of what I will eat during the day:
6am: Rise & Shine: Coffee-black
8am: 1 packet of instant oatmeal (High fiber w/brown sugar.)
10am: 2 Cups of Salad with a non-fat dressing
12pm: 1 can of progresso soup and a lean cuisine
2pm: Yogurt
4pm: 2 cups of popcorn with a sprinkle of my favorite butter flavoring.d
6pm: Meal w/family - Portioned out
7pmish: Skinny Cow desert or even weight watchers snack or sugar free jello with whip cream
I try to burn 2500 calories or more a week.
For those of you starting out exercising go and get one of those pedometers. Try to get in 10,000 steps a day. Keeping track of your steps is motivating. You will park further away at the grocery store or work just to get those extra steps in. Take the stairs...all such cliche things to say but they are true.
My daughter is begging me to get off the computer and pay attention to her...so I've got to go. Have a fabulous fresh start this week!! I love Mondays..even though Sunday is the first of the week...its just a great day to start something new.
Till next time!! :)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Transition - 3 important clues
I've been in transition for 4 weeks now. I'm doing really well. I've elected not to drop wait at this time and try to maintain my current weight which is 173. So I've lost a total of 55 pounds.
I have been able to maintain with ease.
Clue One: Exercise - I'm still running all the time. Exercise is really the key to success. You have got to find something that you love doing and do it...all the time. For those that hate exercise, I'm sincerely sorry. There is no magic bullet...and I sincerely HATE that friggin' saying. But it is true. If you like walking..walk, 1 hour a day. If you like climbing trees..climb trees! 1 HOUR a day. I take 2 days off from running. Dance, jump on a trampoline, jump rope, chase your kids, play frisbee, join a surfing club...do something. Be creative...get creative. I will tell you there is nothing better than putting on my clothes and feeling really good in them. Getting compliments. Turning heads. Nothing...not chocolate or wine makes you feel better. That is my new high. I feel healthy. My strong runners legs look killer in jeans.
Clue #2 - Let it Go - So..something I want to address for those of you out there doing the all day shake fast. Because I know you probably get an earfull of shit from those who are "concerned" about your method of weightloss. Rock it girls! I've done a million diets and this is the one that got me to where I needed to be and very quickly. I haven't gained a pound back. So for all of those out there that said, "When you start eating you are going to gain it back quickly." It is not true. I mean, if you go hog wild and starting couch surfing and eating bon-bons all the time you will gain it back. If you have been doing your exercise and building lean muscle and boosting your metabolism you are going to continue to burn like crazy. My body still burns. I've had icecream. Not the low-fat kind. I've eaten some of the kids candy. I choose not to make it a big deal. Before I would have told myself, "No!" Then I would begin the cat and mouse game. The candy would call my name again and again and again until I would finally give in. Then when I gave in I would feel like I failed. I'd eat the whole bag with the thought that I'd start again tomorrow. Never again! Never ever again. If I want to eat a butterfinger out of the trick or treat bag. I eat it. I eat it nice and slow and enjoy it and move on. I'm done playing that game with myself. Let it go!
Clue #3 - Eat, keep your metabolism on high! The most important clue that has worked for me is to eat. Eat at least every 3 hours. Your metabolism is like a fire. In order to keep it burning you've got to feed the fire. Eat within 1 hour of getting up. If your doing shakes drink them every 3 hours. Get all your shakes in. Getting your calories in is key to loosing weight. I can't stress that enough. If you try to eat less calories your body will stop burning. You do not want that to happen. You will lose that muscle that is so key to staying thin. Plus muscle looks a lot sexier than blubber when your fitting into those skinny jeans.
So those are the 3 big clues that I have learned in this big meltdown. I still want to drop an additional 13 pounds. But not right now. I'm enjoying this maintenance learning period. This is how I will live the rest of my life. Not on a perpetual diet. But being the happiest I've been in many many years. You can have this too. It is not as hard as you think. It is yours to have. Believe me..I'm not some sort of extra ordinary after-school special. You can do it. I'm here to help you if you need it!
I have been able to maintain with ease.
Clue One: Exercise - I'm still running all the time. Exercise is really the key to success. You have got to find something that you love doing and do it...all the time. For those that hate exercise, I'm sincerely sorry. There is no magic bullet...and I sincerely HATE that friggin' saying. But it is true. If you like walking..walk, 1 hour a day. If you like climbing trees..climb trees! 1 HOUR a day. I take 2 days off from running. Dance, jump on a trampoline, jump rope, chase your kids, play frisbee, join a surfing club...do something. Be creative...get creative. I will tell you there is nothing better than putting on my clothes and feeling really good in them. Getting compliments. Turning heads. Nothing...not chocolate or wine makes you feel better. That is my new high. I feel healthy. My strong runners legs look killer in jeans.
Clue #2 - Let it Go - So..something I want to address for those of you out there doing the all day shake fast. Because I know you probably get an earfull of shit from those who are "concerned" about your method of weightloss. Rock it girls! I've done a million diets and this is the one that got me to where I needed to be and very quickly. I haven't gained a pound back. So for all of those out there that said, "When you start eating you are going to gain it back quickly." It is not true. I mean, if you go hog wild and starting couch surfing and eating bon-bons all the time you will gain it back. If you have been doing your exercise and building lean muscle and boosting your metabolism you are going to continue to burn like crazy. My body still burns. I've had icecream. Not the low-fat kind. I've eaten some of the kids candy. I choose not to make it a big deal. Before I would have told myself, "No!" Then I would begin the cat and mouse game. The candy would call my name again and again and again until I would finally give in. Then when I gave in I would feel like I failed. I'd eat the whole bag with the thought that I'd start again tomorrow. Never again! Never ever again. If I want to eat a butterfinger out of the trick or treat bag. I eat it. I eat it nice and slow and enjoy it and move on. I'm done playing that game with myself. Let it go!
Clue #3 - Eat, keep your metabolism on high! The most important clue that has worked for me is to eat. Eat at least every 3 hours. Your metabolism is like a fire. In order to keep it burning you've got to feed the fire. Eat within 1 hour of getting up. If your doing shakes drink them every 3 hours. Get all your shakes in. Getting your calories in is key to loosing weight. I can't stress that enough. If you try to eat less calories your body will stop burning. You do not want that to happen. You will lose that muscle that is so key to staying thin. Plus muscle looks a lot sexier than blubber when your fitting into those skinny jeans.
So those are the 3 big clues that I have learned in this big meltdown. I still want to drop an additional 13 pounds. But not right now. I'm enjoying this maintenance learning period. This is how I will live the rest of my life. Not on a perpetual diet. But being the happiest I've been in many many years. You can have this too. It is not as hard as you think. It is yours to have. Believe me..I'm not some sort of extra ordinary after-school special. You can do it. I'm here to help you if you need it!
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Day ? - Still Here!
I've lost track.....
I've been in transition for over a week now. I haven't lost weight but I have maintained. I'm doing the shakes all day and eating a meal at night. I have been naughty at meal times. Which, is why I'm probably staying the same weight. I'm ok with that right now.
Ran 9 miles today! Felt like a million bucks.
How are you all doing out there? I could use some inspiration to get over the hump!!
I've been in transition for over a week now. I haven't lost weight but I have maintained. I'm doing the shakes all day and eating a meal at night. I have been naughty at meal times. Which, is why I'm probably staying the same weight. I'm ok with that right now.
Ran 9 miles today! Felt like a million bucks.
How are you all doing out there? I could use some inspiration to get over the hump!!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Day 77 - Ready to Transition
I'm so ready. Overly ready to transition. I want to eat eat eat food. I cheated and had some pickels. I haven't lost since last week. I have maintained. Which is good. I'm busted my ass in exercise to try and compensate for the eating fest I've been on. Ok..so I've eaten more than pickels. Tonight I had a salad and a bowl of shrimp wonton soup. A very small bit of calories...and I ate a few pieces of the meatballs I put into the spagetti dinner I made my family. I just want to be eating again.
I feel really strong in my body though. At yoga tonight I felt very strong. Yesterday I ran 6.5 miles and it was a hard run. I didn't feel achy or tired after. Maybe I'm finally coming into my exercise after 77 days of dieting?
So at this current place in time...I'm doing shakes all day except for my evening meal. I could live like this for awhile. I'm in a holding pattern with my weight as well. Not sure why...plateau perhaps. I mean, 600 calories during the day in shakes and then maybe 400 at night is still not alot. I should still be losing.
I'm in a good place mentally even though I've cheated. I thought the guilt would be a lot stronger, but its not. I believe I'm ready for the next stage of my transition. I need to learn how to eat food again and lose weight. I have 20+ to go. I've come a long way baby!! Starting at 228 pounds. Seems like forever ago. I'm not going back. I'm A FINE WINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel really strong in my body though. At yoga tonight I felt very strong. Yesterday I ran 6.5 miles and it was a hard run. I didn't feel achy or tired after. Maybe I'm finally coming into my exercise after 77 days of dieting?
So at this current place in time...I'm doing shakes all day except for my evening meal. I could live like this for awhile. I'm in a holding pattern with my weight as well. Not sure why...plateau perhaps. I mean, 600 calories during the day in shakes and then maybe 400 at night is still not alot. I should still be losing.
I'm in a good place mentally even though I've cheated. I thought the guilt would be a lot stronger, but its not. I believe I'm ready for the next stage of my transition. I need to learn how to eat food again and lose weight. I have 20+ to go. I've come a long way baby!! Starting at 228 pounds. Seems like forever ago. I'm not going back. I'm A FINE WINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Day 69 - Feeling Fine!
It was just a tough couple of days. I'm back on track. It wasn't easy to push myself through that difficult time. But it did come to an end. I've run 3 days in a row. I feel great again. The scale is starting to move again which is always an incentive.
At the end of this month I will start to transition. I will transition when I have 20 pounds left to lose until I hit my goal. This is important because I need to learn how to lose while eating food. I'm starting to wrap my head around this. 26 days to go. I've got this!
At the end of this month I will start to transition. I will transition when I have 20 pounds left to lose until I hit my goal. This is important because I need to learn how to lose while eating food. I'm starting to wrap my head around this. 26 days to go. I've got this!
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